It's no matter that I'm still working, and that I miss my children so much right now. I wish I was out there with them, and I'm happy knowing that I have at least a 50/50 shot of being with them next Halloween.
I won't see them for ten days over Christmas. While that fact makes me sad, I will have to do some work to make sure that it does not cast a shadow over my activities now. I may not see them at Christmas, but I will see them at Thanksgiving, and I will get to have some fun activity with them.
Being a single parent who only sees his children a third of the month can be painful, but it makes me appreciate my little ones when I have them.
I am positive. I am resilient. I can make this all work out, despite the fact that I suffer from depression, an illness I will live with until I die.
I am positive. I am resilient. I can make this all work out, despite the fact that I suffer from depression, an illness I will live with until I die.
There's a sadness in all of our lives, and I'm not going to shy away from it. I may have had a bad day today, but I know why, and I will try to remember that as a human being I am capable of a full range of emotions, and they don't all have to be sadness even though my body chemistry defaults that way.
Happy Halloween, everyone! And I look forward to celebrating the rest of the 2013 holidays with some of you!
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