I wake up and all of the energy is gone. I am fearful for the future because these things happen. Societies fall apart when a portion of the populace truly hates those that their leader tells them to hate. I've not lived through this before, and I'm concerned I won't make it through.
But that's not how this works.
Part of the reason for the numbness is not being able to fully work today. I have family errands to do and my father is on the side of the leader now. He won't live through the pain that is coming. I might not either.
But I have to get through it. I wrote the above three paragraphs two hours ago when I was paralyzed. Now I've written about 1,700 words for the newsletter. I'm going to do what I can.
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