I keep far too many images on my phone. As I type these words I'm at just over 13,000. I have a fear of deleting images, and it's all clutter I likely need to dismiss. That's part of the process today as the last day of February continues and I continue through life wondering if I'm in the right place.
Or what if I don't have a choice anyway, so I may as well enjoy the ride? For me that means there's a certain pleasure in stopping for a moment to think about the past. In the pictures I am archiving off of my phone, I am looking at places I can no longer return. I am looking at people I don't currently have a relationship with.
In the past I would have found this activity hard to do, but I realize the world is moving on quickly and I could use this experience. I'm doing this work briefly while I try to get through putting together a podcast. I decided to not do a newsletter today because there's work of audio production that needs to occur.
I even made a few new noises for the podcast. It's sort of like a day off. This isn't going to last forever so I may as well enjoy whatever the time brings me. Other days will be more turbulent. So, that's where that goes now.
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