I'm watching Severance and there's a plotline I don't like and I'm watching it right now by accident while King Gizzard and the Lizard Wizard's "Raw Feel" comes on because I hit the wrong button.
This song is very important to me for reasons I don't think I can really write out at the moment. The entire album this song is from, Flight b741, is very important to me for reasons I may have written at some point. That point isn't now.
This now is me at the end of a work week finally taking a bit of a break while still wanting to respond to the people who have written with questions.
I'm not sure how I got to this point, but I'm sure previous versions of me on different days have some idea. Sometimes I can imagine it, but other times I'm just here wondering what happened and how this is my life. This isn't a bad feeling. It's just puzzling to me sometimes because I don't know how I got here.
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| Infinite beauty is all around |
And then I look and see I've written like this so many times before. I've captured so many of my versions of myself on different days and I'm always glad when I find something that resonates many years later.
This season of Severance isn't resonating with me but that could be because I'm no longer as interested in televised entertainment as I was in days gone by. I'd rather be listening to music while writing. I chose this pathway and I'm grateful for all of the treasures I am finding along the way.
Perhaps I'll even make music this evening. I am getting closer to being of a mindset where perhaps it is time to begin to share that side of me with people. I hold it close because when I hear a song like "Raw Feel" I hear something like I wish I could have made, but that's not where my life took me.
Yet, there's a musical version of me that stretches throughout.
Anyway. Back to the show, I think.
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