The crew is back to dig up the road and it was nice to be at work at the round table before they began their work. It's before 8 a.m. and they don't usually start until after all of the buses go through.
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I'm listening to new punk rock songs thanks to an algorithm in Apple Music. I created a station off of the song Bus Stop by the band Tee Vee Repairman. I want to pretend like it is the past and that the world I live in is not in as much danger as it seems. Listening to the music makes me feel young even though I need to embrace my age and use it.
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I am terrible at making images but I keep trying anyway. I don't want to say I can't do something, even though there is plenty I don't know how to do. There's also a lot of things I wish I could do better. Which do you choose?
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The rain held off and I should go for a walk. I seem to have stopped doing that with the intensity I had two months ago. Part of me is tired of walking the same route. I don't have enough money right now to walk to a shop to get some food while I work. I hope I'll get there again and maybe I will.
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I began a phone call upbeat and it ended on a sort of a downbeat but this could likely be because I am hungry. I've been awake for five hours and probably should have eaten something at some point. This is now being worked out.
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I ate food and now I'd like to not care about anything for a while, but that's not how this works. I've written about 1,200 words for a story and I'm not interested today. Again, that's not how this works.
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I took a long nap because something in me felt it was necessary. I dreamed things that did not happen but felt more relaxing in them because it was pleasant and I wasn't responsible for anything.
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I forgot about all of this and here I yet am. No need to say any details.
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