There's too much to do.
I begin with one article posted to Information Charlottesville. I am increasingly bored with keeping up with the labyrinthine methods I have to post things. I'd like to just sit back and play video games and watch television all day.
My mind is slightly broken. It's all of this activity, you see. I'm always processing information and there's not too much of a break.
I could probably take a break today and do as little as possible. That is a real possibility. But then the guilt begins to seep in, the guilt that I am not working and being productive.
And then I look around at everything in my line of sight, including the work unfolding as I relax into the day.
It has been a while since I felt free while doing this work. There's tension a lot of the time, internal tension that can tear me apart if I let it.
Well. Time to get to it.
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