I'm isolating again but it's not entirely for reasons related to what would be described as depression. There are many reasons and I have to write a few things down.
For one thing, I'm low on funds. There is a structural reason for this that does not necessarily indicate impending failure. In fact, as I begin to type this I've received a payment.
So it's not entirely that. It has to do with having to go to Pennsylvania again for another week. I dread the transition from here to there because gravity is different up there and I begin to wonder would it be like if I were to leave Charlottesville. Yet, I don't belong there.
Do I belong here?
I don't know. But I'm here so whatever that means I will try to be positive even when I'm in the downward trajectory. These terms may be meaningless.
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