I would have done it differently, but it was not my choice to make.
My choice now is to fade back and live my life.
Seeing my father deteriorate has made me want to renew my life. There are many things I have not done and I want to make an attempt. I also want to find the way forward with kindness and to do whatever I can to rejuvenate anyone around me.
At Trenton, I walked up and down the platform while waiting as Christopher the Uber driver arrived earlier so I departed the house earlier. I walked up and down in the darkness and wondered if I would ever do that again. I likely won't be visiting as much.
There are many points in my life I have been very negative. Many of those have been posted in these digital pages. I hope I've learned to navigate in a different manner and if not, I hope I can have the grace to continue to try.
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