It is Sunday evening close to 7 p.m. and my brain isn't working as well as it could. It wants to relax and process recent events, ones I have to keep vague because...
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It is Monday at around 7:30 p.m. The brain is a bit more refreshed. I know we live in a world where every day must be about getting what you can accomplished.
It's still Monday and I've spent the last two hours or so thanking subscribers. I'm having all kinds of thoughts about a new development in my life that I must keep vague.
Why?
I am not in charge of anything having to do with certain aspects of my life. I am aware of bridges to other existences, and I was able to have a small crossing into a past I'd always wanted to experience.
And here I am and the world is moving forward again and in my mind I'm looking out over a site I'd never seen before. I don't want to describe too much except to say it was nice to be in a family that wasn't mine for a moment.
Now back in my life where I've got two older cats and a new one that recently asked to come in. The older ones are not happy at this and are showing signs of dominance, but she's not asking to leave. She's in the basement and I'm happy to welcome some new life into this house.
The conflict is somewhat inevitable. I am hopeful it will result in peace. That's pretty much what I want everywhere.
A problem is that the world doesn't really need to know all our business. We got used to blurting it out in social media. At one point, I took my name off of this blog so I could just feel it was going somewhere online without people knowing about it. I'm still alarmed that some people are reading it.
I don't want anyone to know what's happening in my life. I write about the community because it pays the bills and I'm able to utilize a skill I have. It took me a while to get to this point and I'm very glad to be here.
I was in a crowd the other day and perfectly happy not talking to anyone. I was anonymous and knew there were people I'd talk to throughout the night and I didn't need to hang onto them. I got to have an experience.
Vague enough?
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