How much can I say?
About anger, I mean. I am aware that in my past my anger has resulted in unfortunate incidents and major life changes. I've not always been cool and believe that there are others who are masters at manipulating fury.
At this moment it is a Saturday morning and there are many reasons why I might be prone to reacting with passionate eruptions that may not be welcome. I certainly do not like when I can feel the adrenaline coursing through my veins as the fire grows.
Perhaps it would be best to now describe the embers. In doing so, oxygen might be provided that could cause the conflagration to spread again. I am calm as I sit back and wonder why I responded how I did.
How much can I say?
No one got hurt but I had to throw away a bag that was soiled as a result of the inciting factor. This isn't the worst thing in the world. But I also know that I've put the individual under a lot of strain. Their action can be understood when the mind can be allowed to think.
I'm also three days away from a trip I do not want to take to see family members I do not want to see. My version of my life is not compatible with their view, and if anger is a result of unwanted needs than I am about to dive into a fountain of spewing conflict.
Perhaps it would be better if continue to let the floodwaters reside and go back to being calm? The anger will fade, and the bleach has been applied.
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